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Tuesday, January 31, 2006
7:13 PM  my eyes were SWOLLEN and red last nite! i could hardly recognise myself. haha. well, thot i could skip sch tmr if it weren't okay today. but its alright alr. lol. watched lovehina at midnight. its like v bian tai lor. so BIG leh that ting! i didn't really like the comic. but its funny lar. haha.. me and zh slept at around 2 plus in the morning. cos we were chatting abt stuff. -secrets shh! and i was like SO tired..zzz. dad said we collected 186 dollars altogether. hehe. but need to put the money into bank.. i took only $20. so left with $166. then he tell me he help add in to become $180.. so will fa! lol.. drew the anime from venus and absolute with zh today.. [the pic above is one of them] hee. studied physics and did the wb. its really tough. need to get help from frens tmr. hehe.. aw. zh's going hme soon. haha! i learnt the tonghua on piano till the chorus abit. not easy.. can play can le. got accomplishment(: okays. got lots of tings to do now. exercise, complete the library book due tmr, revision for physics and blah blah. gotta slp early tonite. hais. hopefully i won have to take around 2 hrs to fall aslp like usual.. i tink i have insomia. haha. right. shes gone. i m hme alone now. Monday, January 30, 2006
8:22 PM lalala... ZHENGHUI IS STAYING OVER TONIGHT! hehe! we were like hoping so hard.. ohgosh. then her dad suddenly let after some thot.. (= like so lucky man. we're so really is bu xiang zhang da! haha! winks.* 6:18 PM LOL. i was wrong. i collected exactly $50 of donations today! what the. haha.. i think i'll stop here lar. no more face..): hehe. just back from fetching zhenghui.. walked to 700plus there.. so sweaty! lol. brought along the street directory cos i didn't noe the way well.. haha we were feeling rebellious! her dad don let her come over ar.. den she herself come lor.. haha! gonna eat instant noodles for dinner.. got MSG sia. ahaha. so not healthy.. yay! today can read the comics le. (: zh brought over. yayayayay. Sunday, January 29, 2006
6:51 PM HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR! (= lucky numbers for us goats this year are 6 and 7! hehe. well 6 is my index no. lol. so far collected $88 from angbaos. nice number eh.. hah. but sad case. even so, i don't have the cny mood lar.. zh deyall and mom's fren [angeline and family] came over in the afternoon. was reading the physics book the whole time.. and chatting with them.. and my mom 'accidentally' FORGOT i m in sec three while toking to them. LOL. ohyes. and suddenly i remembered that i had to collect donations! man, couldn't bring myself to do it ar. jus asked aunt angeline who donated $2. Lol. and my maid donated $2 too.. hah doubt i'll collect $50. pls, i tink i can't even reach $20.. haha..=/ just woke up from a 15min nap. yawn. =O i can't help it. i keep thinking of the whole bunch of work waiting for me. i hardly pay attention in class.. and i wonder if actually half the class listens. haha.. alright. so i still gotta revise for maths and physics. and theres still the geog essay.. left with a week to complete.. argh TESTS!=s Friday, January 27, 2006
8:29 PM today turned out to be not that bad after all. (= woke up at 5.40 today cos we're supposed to reach sch by 6.50am.. the sky had a nice shade of blue in the mornin..hehe.. lots of ppl were turning up in their hme clothes as its be yourself day.. its a shame we couldn't join in as we had to perform! we weren't even allowed to watch the performance! u see, we were at the ava room the whole time.. and all we could do was to keep practising the two songs.. then practise practise.. then break. then wait wait wait.. had to wait from around 7am to 10 plus to perform! and only for the lower sec! so the whole morning jus passed by like that.. ): wasn't looking forward to sch end too.. cos i didn't noe what to do. many ppl were either going out with pri sch frens or shopping for new year clothings. well, it ended up with emerlyn and me heading towards city hall to meet jq dey all for lunch. many conflicts lar. don wish to say. i don't noe what the guys were like thinking.. they seemed to be very indecisive. brian chinyang junqun emerlyn and me went to eat.. food court actually very ex leh.. food plus drink together already around $5! lucky i share with jq. lol. what happened next was very complicated. they went to meet terence shiwee deyall again.. in the end, only jq came with us to watch ins2. like so weird. how come none of the guys wanna accompany him lor.. hais. but he very good he come with us. he'll always be a gd fren(: so, together the three of us [emerlyn junqun me] took mrt to bugis. met camilia at the ticketing booth there. bought tickets for the 1.30pm time slot and proceeded upstairs to the theatre.. the first part of the show was lame lar. and funny. kept laughing throughout the show. funny thing was i was crying! and laughing... i don't know why. the tears jus keep streaming down.. my specs kept blurring. haha.. jq at first say he wan cry.. then i saw him cry. eyes red.. is like cannot control. all the tears spill out den cry till v li hai. how come the movie got so much effect on us. LOL. all four of us cried!! =/ then i realise that many ppl watching the show cried too.. cos i heard many sniffing and ppl saying they cried when the show ended.. saw catherine.. hah. wha nice show man. i have never cried so much while watching a movie before.. whoa. the day was not meaningless for me anymore.. it actually was nice.. i've learnt to look at tings from another angle.. haha. cannot always unhappy rite.. today would have been nicer if one of the guys had accompanied jq.. he like lonely liddat.. well nvm.. so its cny hols alr.. but i don feel the excitement of the new year leh.. i m thinking of the tests when sch reopens! can't enjoy.. mus revise.. haha. okay i'll end here.. gotta go watch the last episode of "ai de zhang men ren" (= > u're just like a dream. everything seems to be a blur.. Thursday, January 26, 2006
7:48 PM The Bottom Line The world isn't fair, but that shouldn't stop you from always seeking balance. In Detail This is not at all like you -- the way you're acting, that is. Just ask anyone. You're being uncooperative, uncompromising and totally unlike your usual self. You're even beginning to wonder what strange beast has occupied you -- to make you say such outrageous things. The odd part of it is that you're actually enjoying it -- although you'd never admit it. Oh, admit it. You're ready for a great big change. LOL. this is friendster's horoscope today for me.. strange. its kinda true. except for the part which says i m enjoying it. haha.. that is so not true.well anyway. the past two days turned out to be quite okay for me. however, my spirits are let down again. hah. jq say tmr cant le. jus bcos ter dey all wanna go buy shoe! hais. so sad eh. but no choice lar.. honestly i really hate it when ppl go back on their words at the very last minute.. but for now, i can't be bothered with anything. yar. i m so not myself lar.. its jus that i was looking forward to tmr. cos fun what. no sch then can go out. but cancel le so dono already.. what to do ar.. i m feeling so let down haha. nevertheless, i m not gonna let anything affect me.. life is short. i will neva noe when game over is. i'd rather stay happy(: hehe.. so erm. i dono what to say or even what to do. there's this prob which has been bugging me since god knows when.. it hurts bottling up my feelings inside me. i wish i weren't like this. hais. still, it isn't the right time yet. i'll wait. *i wanna noe who you'll give your 100% to.. Tuesday, January 24, 2006
7:10 PM what can i say? my mind is in a whirl. i m feeling so down inside that i could practically think of commiting suicide. HAHAHA. this is so not me.. i noe it. hais. i guess i need some motivation. i can't carry on like this, smiling as if everything's alright. because i m so NOT alright. thank you very much. Saturday, January 21, 2006
11:39 AM gotta go for co soon. arh. wish i could skip. i m like trying to find time to catch a movie with ppl. some more can have 2dollars off by 26jan. and its by thurs so i guess i'll have to do without it lar.. i keep feeling so tired and irritated these days. i m just so not myself. u can't tell. haha. Friday, January 13, 2006
3:57 PM camp's over!! it was FUN! haha.. however, due to the rain, we could not do activities like the rock climbing and flying fox:( so sad eh. met peijun at mrt on wed at 7am. she was late. the journey to sch was weird as we were carrying two bags instead of the usual schbag. at sch, it was pretty funny observing what bags others were carrying.hehe. after flag raising, we proceeded to the hall. had a really looong talk abt the camp and the purpose of it..blah.. jingxiong has this really CUTE smiley face mosquito repellant.. haha. just stick on the body then mosquitoes won't come to bite. lol. and then, i was so urgent to go to the toilet the whole time there. whalao. two hours! buitahan! could not even FINALLY, we took the bus to the campsite at around lunch time if i m not wrong. we were divided into two groups each class- odd and even register number. i was in the even group cuz my index is 06.(= our grp was named welly wobblies. haha..love us!! then we had indian food for our lunch. it could have taste much nicer if our hands were not tied up.. not only that, we had to eat using our hands!! that means the person whose hand is tied to ours had to move along with the hand we used to eat! it was totally gross! haha but fun anyway.. Lol. we went on to the general station next. not sure if this is what its called. had the spiderweb tingy, the rope swinging and the balance.. whatever they are named i don't have any idea. anyway, it was nice working as a team. this was the first time we had teamwork with others in 3e6. it was good for a start. haha.. next up was kayaking. we had water confidence. we had to go into the water holding each others hands. was scared. the waves kept sweeping us back and forth. then dono what happened, i guess ppl behind me kicked the water. swallowed down the sea water! YUCKS! it was both salty and sandy! did not get the chance to kayak as the rain came falling down minutes later.. so disappointing): hais.well, we then had rafting. took some time for the class to complete the raft. we gave it a try. once it was in the water, it started getting out of control. to add to that, the waves kept coming in. my mind wasn't clear of what was happening at that moment. only noe that i was being hit and had some bruises and scratches. jingxiong had the most yan zhong injury. heard that his leg muscle tensed or what. then chin yang finger dono what happen. haha.. i dono anything ar. after the two unsuccessful water activites, we showered. fungqi, zhilin, candy and i in one cubicle. erm.. haha. candy said she was very conservative so she went to another one afterwards. dinner wasn't any better than lunch even thou we had our HANDS now. it was chinese food and it was so not nice okay. our nite activity was the blind men walk tingy. i was in jobel's grp. had to play blind with my eyes closed. it was chicken feet. cuz we all quite near jobel.. haha.. then we had the power talk. raining again! it was damn cold. my whole body was shivering. one of the coaches told us to tink "not cold..." it worked. (= ohh how powerful our thoughts affect us.. next day wasn't good as it kept raining non-stop. okay maybe it did stop for awhile. but it kept going on till water was rising above groundlevel. we had no choice but to use the time to prepare for the campfire. thats how we spent most of our time. despite the fact that our class wasn't so united at first, we eventually managed to come out with a storyline and everything which we just loved. (: yup. we had team buliding games too. first we had to get 6ppl across with only 4 feet on the ground. jobel carried me. and i forgot who carried de hong and chin yang. i've got stm, too bad. then we had the hands tangle tingy. we were sucessful for the girls grp. but when all of us joined together, it wasn't that good, but not bad still. haha.. dinner was terrible too. porridge with sweet potato! SWEET POTATO! argHh!!! had to add soy sauce to the plain porridge. at least it was better. haha anyway, the highlight was the CAMPFIRE!! yay! besides the smoke and everything which nearly suffocated me haha. everything was awesome man!. 3e6's presentation is still the VERY BEST no matter what! 3e6 jus totally ROCKS! we are the only ones which came out with a skit. thats what i call unique(= we were really high and we were running around, cheering and jumping..etc haha! amelia and me kept running around..hehe. it was just GREAT! but.. good tings will eventually come to an end :( that nite, it was freezing cold... Brr.. ohgosh! NOW, we are back to square one. when monday comes, sch starts and everyday lessons goes on.. ah well. this was indeed an unforgettable, marvellous and enriching experience. the best part is the team spirit of 3e6! Love this class to bits!(: -waiting for cny hols.. Saturday, January 07, 2006
4:58 PM i dislike sch. not hate. i tink i will never kick off that bad habit of slping in class. no. i cannot be blamed can i. and i still prefer 2e3. and its of course for now. in my opinion 3e6 is the best class of the sec3s this year. but it jus gets really quiet and boring in class. sitting beside me in class are peijun and brian. at least we kinda noe one another well. i'd still rather change the sitting arrangement thou. well, maybe. i m negative abt almost everything- the time i take to get to sch, the sch environment, teachers, CO and whatever you can name. its jus bcuz i m almost always so negative. the first week of sch has jus passed. and hopefully next week will be better. i guess so. we have camp! which couldn't be worser than going to sch for lessons, could it? i m soooo excited!! whoohoo!(: haha.. don wanna tink abt wads gonna happen after that. LOL.=D * wish i could get to noe more friends in 3e6! as for my resolution...-from hp calender on 1jan 1 exercise daily 2 complete all homework!(not copying) 3 slp by 11pm everyday 4 go church weekly 5 grow taller..ah 6 speak chinese!! 7 improve english vocab 8 gd results-top10 in class. 9 save more $ 10 stay happy! missing the times in 2003 and 2004. haha. i m aging! but not growing. ARGHH!!): |