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Friday, March 31, 2006
8:21 PM forgot to take my books AGAIN?!. reached the traffic light and received amelia's call. had to go back to school to get them. wads wrong with me lar. Thursday, March 30, 2006
7:37 PM goodness. for the two days of co this week, tues and today, i forgot to take my books from the erhu classroom. luckily on tues, i remembered just as i was abt to walk out of school and rushed back to collect. BUT today it totally slipped my mind! until amelia sms to tell me.. shit lar. now i cant do my homework... i feel so so tired. i try not to care about everything now. was really damn pissed off just now. dont really wish to elaborate. but probably bcuz i wasnt in such a good mood before that, so i became angrier when i witnessed wad happened. at that time i didnt bother abt any consequences or wad. just know they too guo fen le. > i m gonna have to get out of this. i just HAVE to. Wednesday, March 29, 2006
3:31 PM HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA!! anyway gotta go for maths tution soon. then the atmosphere so cooling gloomy and dull, cuz going to rain. later sure fall aslp. ytd had amaths retest cuz i failed. it was much easier than the previous lar. hope i pass(: THEN was late for school with peijun ytd. i have never been late before leh. all her fault! haha. no lar, i shouldnt have waited for her. these days i m too tired to do anything. mood swings are coming back. haha. ppl say i dao. i also know. - bought yangchenglin cd 28.03.06 (= Monday, March 27, 2006
6:00 PM really, i m so confused. for such a long time, i could only dream of the day that you would notice me. frankly, i have not entirely forgotten abt you BUT the feeling has definitely decreased, absolutely. you know why. its because this is so awkward. you never talk to me. i thot we'd be friends at the very least, i guess i was wrong. dont worry, i m not the kind who can be devoted to one for long. but shucks lar. i dont just like you alone now. its someone else too. even though i stil prefer you. NVM Sunday, March 26, 2006
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Saturday, March 25, 2006
6:56 PM left with tons of work to be completed. in addition, there are tests coming up. SICK. Thursday, March 23, 2006
8:56 PM you know, actually i just want us to be friends. but everything doesnt feel right now. Wednesday, March 22, 2006
4:51 PM did not go for tution today. cos on the way there i realise i forgot to bring my exercise book. haha. so gonna try to complete all the hw which we're supposed to hand in tmr by six pm..as i have to go for xinmin secondary school concert later on.. i hate the change in me. i was more innocent two years ago. lol. immature too. and,i was a much much better person than now. i hate the way i talk, the way i look, the way i think and even feel NOW. if i had a choice, i would turn back the clock, really. Tuesday, March 21, 2006
9:47 PM today was considered quite good. i realise i laugh alot. haha(: Monday, March 20, 2006
3:55 PM alright. so school has reopened and i just SO hate it. cos that means we have to study study and study again. with the MYE coming in abt a months time, how can i slack now.. have not completed even a single holiday assignment! but its so not unusual lar. most of us didnt do anyway. gotta chiong today cuz the teachers are like expecting us to hand them in quick.. anw. the whole holiday could only think of co.. haha and we were like complaining so much abt it in the beginning.. then now we're so missing the time at tecc and nafa! actually this preparation for the concert and stuff has sort of made us more bonded together and gave us back the feeling for co that we have not felt in a long while already... both concerts cannot say really successful but it was not bad. because everything was last minute and yet we could get things done in the end.. the two days at nafa were really tiring but very very nice.. was usher and i had to tear the tickets on sat. quite fun(: cuz can see who came and support us. hahaa. ohyes. my feet hurt real bad cuz of the heels! its so painful leh. was aching and had blisters. ouch! for ushering on sunday, man, both me and wendy went downstairs to give out the pamphlets. the response for sunday wasnt as good lar. i didnt see many ppl whom i knew.. and it was so hot and boring waiting for ppl to come.. was damn nervous on sat! my legs were trembling when i stood on the stage for the erhu qi zhou! then heart beat very fast.. haha.. sunday was more relaxed. then i realised that many ppl got bad luck at nafa there. haha.. saw more on sunday. kept seeing ppl tripping in front of me and i wil like HUH, wad happened. luckily for me, i didnt fall. BUT, i lost my house keys! argh. theres alot of tings to write abt. but i cant possibly remember everything lar.. all i know is that it was great. yes, it was.(: - i need time to figure out wads exactly going on in my mind. Thursday, March 16, 2006
8:37 PM SHIT! tmr's sch service. sat and sunday concert. MONDAY- sch reopens. wth! i've hardly touched any homework. haha. who cares? Tuesday, March 14, 2006
8:01 PM i m confused. =/ Monday, March 13, 2006
4:57 PM i KNOW i'm a fool. hahaha. i dont know how to be strong, when my life has to move on. i've had enough. sigh. > this is reality, face it. -one month and 14 days to MYE english paper. one month 25 days to all other subjects. ARGH Sunday, March 12, 2006
8:06 PM free day tmr. i can finally sleep till late(: but day wil be spent trying to do as much of the hol hw as i can. there's nothing to look forward to.. mind filled with homework and co.. i cant relax, can i. vince and joy by lisa jewell is such a nice book. lol. very entertaining.=) Saturday, March 11, 2006
10:24 PM damn tired. had a really long day... reached hme at around 9.30pm today after co at tecc.. then somemore went at 11am and they havent brought the instruments.. so waited till 1plus then started combine.. ate cup noodles for late lunch at 4plus.. haha and so yummy.. (: chicken rice for dinner. i finished all cos was so hungry. and then we, erhu ppl had to play guang ming xing for dinglaoshi. our sai ma was really luan lar.. may not be able to perform that piece. and i going to sit in front for the qi zhou! unless zhangbin changes. wl. dunno is good or bad ting. at there so nervous then keep play wrongly. lol.. no more chalet. aiya not surprising lar. cos i was thinking "really have meh. brian neva inform us." then today got news cancelled le.. hais. so monday gotta try and complete hw.. or else like no time.. tmr gonna be tiring again.. extended to six pm. cos zhangbin coming over to teach us.. Friday, March 10, 2006
8:11 PM we met at tamp inter small mac at 7am. then we reached east coast park at 8.05am. haha. cross country cum jogathon. damn tiring the process of running. always so xin ku de. haha probably cuz i dont train.. i hardly exercise.. so when i finally completed the race i was like so out of breath and feeling dizzy as usual. got 10th position. its an improvement compared to last year's 15th. haha but i should have chiong earlier instead of at the end, and maybe i would have done better.. wanted to give up halfway but i knew i could not let myself down. haha and i so wanted to get trophy. that gave me some motivation.. neverthelesss, at least i did not bad le. but i need to be stronger and not always breaking down in the end.. lol. after the whole event, i was in the need to go to the washroom. however, cos the queue so long i decided to ren until we reached tamp. and that was such a wrong decision! cos halfway walking i realise i buitahan liao. damn urgent! then still need to walk such a long distance to the bus-stop and take bus 31 to tamp which is.. wth! on the bus i at there trying to 'bian'. then ren wu ke ren le!! i alighted at the bedok interchange there de bus-stop. told emerlyn and pj i would meet them later on at tamp. haha.. i really is cannot stand liao lor. went to kfc washroom. then got 4 ppl in front of me queuing! wl. so i had to WAIT. cos the kfc washroom is gents and ladies combine.. so i went the gents one bcos the other occupied. and when i got out i saw bijie and yanjie. lol and yanjie also went ladies de.. took mrt and met them at long john. realised we still dont know the details for the chalet on monday. like suddenly realise " eh? monday chalet le leh. hah. sat 1103: co 11am-9pm sun 1203: co 9am-4pm mon 1303: chalet tues 1403: co 9am-6pm wed 1503: maths remedial 9.30am-12pm, maths tution 4pm thurs 1603: co 9am-6pm fri 1703: school service 7.45am-10am, replugged music 5.30pm sat 1803: concert 10.30am assemble sun 1903: concert 1.30pm thats how i m going to spend my march hols. in addition theres a whole stack of hw! need to do alot of FYS. hais. STRESSED. this year like everything also must ping ming de. or else wil chi kui. sian. Thursday, March 09, 2006
8:19 PM had carnival. it was scorching hot! spent two dollars on drinks. and its a wonder i only went to the washroom once. haha. the hula hoop game was sorta a failure. many ppl said we cheated them cuz of the i pod nano thingy. lol. it requires both skill and luck to be able to 'hook' onto the hoops lar. but then. i guess the soccer one was not that bad. got make some profit out of it. actually, this time already good liao. because we all slack, then everything also last min.. didnt really prepare much so liddat considered can lar rite. NOW then they stress the importance of the erhu solo pieces! zhangbin was really mad at us cos we played badly. way too lousy to even meet the standard of 'not bad'.. yar lor. left 8 days to the actual performance! and we have only 4 more practices. and somemore is combine! wads the use. combine can 'hun'. but for the solo, can't! well the most we dont perform for the two solo de lar.. it's really maddening. and i m getting all worked up abt it.. jogathon tmr. should i run or walk. Wednesday, March 08, 2006
6:51 PM  gotta jiayou for all subjects le! i calculated. my L1R5 is 13. haha okay lar. not bad alr but i have to do better leh. somemore this is only the first ca. the next few cas are gonna get tougher and i think i practically flunk all the tests which we have yet gotten back. REALLY stressful this year. wonder how it'll be like next year =/ Tuesday, March 07, 2006
8:10 PM first period of geog was so boring that i nearly fell aslp. the next two was spent copying down corrections. me and jx were competing to see hu copied faster. and i won(: haha.. watched a documentary for the last half an hr or so. it was kinda interesting actually. we were discussing abt bomb shelters and stuff. lol i REALLY do regret cutting my hair!! its the same no matter if i tie it up or not. i just get so frustrated over it. argh! getting back ca slip tmr or the day after. SCARED. =/ there will be intense practice for co. sat and sun also have! and it is 11am-9pm and 9am-6pm respectively.. but luckily its at tecc. and i m trying not to complain(= thurs after carnival also got co. -_- Monday, March 06, 2006
6:04 PM HAIRCUT ytd at pj hse there. and it totally sucked. argh. the person anyhow cut leh. like super speed just cut cut cut. DONE. and i couldnt tie it up.. =l then we had pe today. had to jog till marine parade there. and my hair was like flying here and there.. become so messy all that. so yuck. even if i dont touch it, its stil messy lar. and to add to that, i kept sweating and my hair kept sticking to my neck. IRRITATED. went bk with amelia and emerlyn after sch. cos got coupon. well, pj had oral so we went off first. ask her meet later.. haha. and we were at there talking abt life and stuff. they were playing all those sad music in the background.. then we had so many tings to say.. like everything just flow along.. (: bought hair wax at guardian. well i guess theres no difference after all.. and emerlyn got so pissed off by the cleaner at the toilet. lol. if i were in a bad mood, i would have been pissed too. cuz that cleaner was like asking us to go hme?? and so rude somemore. emerlyn said it was NONE OF HER BUSINESS. yes, it really is. got hme next. sick of my hair. haha the whole day i can only think of my idiotic hair lar.. had a nice long bath.. and i tried tying it up! lol. guess wad. i succeeded! but its a tiny lil pathetic ponytail behind.. hahaah. (= cant wait for march hols! we so deserve a good rest man. - i just dont know how to face you. thats all. Sunday, March 05, 2006
2:24 PM i m going to smile like talk like everything's perfect act like it's all a dream and pretend it's NOT hurting me 
Saturday, March 04, 2006
6:55 PM wasted day. when we reached cathy cineleisure, the tickets were already sold out and the time slot avaliable was at 8plus pm.. i was like, what the. emerlyn wanted to shop shop at there. then i really v sian dun wanna stay so i say i go hme first. lol. started to look thru my hp phonebook to call ppl go out. however, those whom i called were busy. dots. reached hme and ate lots of tidbits. felt so tired cuz of the wasted trip.. went to slp.. i had a nightmare. i dreamt there was this bad prsn who wanted to harm ppl. i found out abt it and the bad prsn [i dunno the gender] did sth to make me slowly lose conscious. i kept telling myself " i can concentrate" the whole time.. and i was staring at a particular spot trying to keep awake. kept repeating the sentence with those evil laughter ringing in the background. lol. and i woke up with a start, jolting back to reality. it seems stupid now. even thou it was so real back then. our mind cant differentiate in between wad is real and clearly imagined. yar so true(: > i dont care. i m completely neutral. 11:52 AM sofy was really funny in class ytd. couldn't stop laughing and i did pay attention to wad he said. he can actually be a gd hist teacher.. haha. its amazing how gd at hist is he. right. it is a CONFIRM fail for physics! ): anw. had ptm last nite. arrived kinda early..at around 6.05pm cuz vincent wanted to meet. had to wait for some time when we assembled in the hall.. then, ms cheng's talk ended at around 8plus. i was falling aslp! whoa. o level starts on the 22 october 2007 for us.. the next ting we realise come liao. time flies man. and there was a special item put up by two guys from 3t8.. v touching haha. (= we proceeded up to our classrooms with our parents.. my dad was supposed to come but he didn't cuz he wasn't feeling well.. so only my mom came. i was in such a good mood last nite i dunno why.. haha kept smiling leh.(: and chengde's sis is so cute! can't believe he treat his sis so gd de.. haha.. weiyin brought currypuffs for us to eat! yum. and mine was shared between me jx and robert. lol. not sure abt wad the teachers commented abt me. but then. i guess it wasn't that bad. its almost always the same every year since young lar.. the teachers say i m a good girl(: haha and that i mus ask questions when i dunno.. all that.. well. only heard wad ms ang said. she was telling my mom that i was quiet type. however! cuz i was placed in between brian and cy so i got influenced! haha. say i keep talking. that she thot maybe i was placed in between them at first cuz the teacher thot i can make them quieter. but end up i talk to them.. dots. i told her nvm we change seats already. then she went on and on.. the same old stuff abt how we have the potential cos we're in this class blah.. was among the last to leave the class at around 10pm.. had a slight headache and so sleepy.. zzzz woke up at 11.30 this morning. i suddenly jolt awake cuz i scared i slept till too late.. dun really rmb wad i dreamt. but i noe the scene is at sch.. haha later on gonna meet pj and emerlyn for movie ma. haha. still early.. should slp longer. we going watch "my girl and i" the korean movie. definitely nice de lar(= hee. NO CO TODAY cuz got dunno wad army tingy coming out sch.. lol. maybe i m going to cut hair tmr. it gets so messy no matter if i tie it up or not. but wad if it becomes worse after i cut? haha.. theres a chinese compo test on monday. carnival on thurs, and jogathon on fri.. then! its the hols! grins.(: Thursday, March 02, 2006
8:08 PM disappointed. haha. i m among the bottom for chem test i guess. only got 20/30 which is like damn LOW? lol. all careless mistakes argh. haha but i can take tings in my stride. gonna work harder and be more careful the next time(= failed english. but at least its two digit. 12/25.. i dunno how to study for compre. but i guess i'll have to look thru and find out how to do better for it.. can't afford to fail for mye and eoy! yes. i sold all my tickets(: relieved. AND. paiseh again just now during chem. ms jiang was asking me the ans to a ques. and dunno wad the hell i thinking. chinyang said 2,9 was the ans. and i actually believed?! i go say and then i realise its 2,8,1.. am i really that dumb?! my mind seems to have gone haywire nowadays.. its like there and yet elsewhere. PHYSICS test tmr! not even a single idea abt the topic.. i m certain i'll flunk lar. and that reminds me of amaths test today. it sucked totally! if i get more than 10marks upon 33, i really will laugh. Wednesday, March 01, 2006
8:20 PM ohyes. had eng oral. i forgot to add that. and our examiner was mr tony dunno wat. he was kinda strict lar. i got 10 crosses, fq had 11 and yunjie 13! others all around 7 liddat.. wl. liddat is pass nots? already have no hope for eng common test. cuz 3e5 only have 4 passes, and 3 for 3e7. hopefully i m not the bottom bottom.. 6:09 PM we lost to 3e3 for floorball.. but nvm! i think our class did great already. haha(: actually almost none brought their pe to sch.. but end up quite a number participated.. was feeling so sticky due to the typical sunny weather of s'pore. and it really gets on my nerves. haha. kept scratching for the past few days and it makes my skin tear. and then it becomes some sort of eczema. eee. i don't really understand wad ms ang teaches us. cuz i can't concentate! so i dunno anything abt amaths quadratic. argh better consult my tution teacher quick! sets test tmr! i m so dead meat. but i dun wanna worry so much. just gonna read thru the text later on.. however, i should put more effort into physics. i dunno kinematics is wad shit. having co after sch tmr so i have no idea how i m gonna study for it.. damn it. going to take a short nap now. =O |