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Monday, July 31, 2006
10:06 PM this is going to be a short post, i think now rushing to study chemistry. wl, i keep on slacking lar. started studying at erm.. 9pm? stupid shit. i wanna sleep!! watever. it's just that i realise nowadays i've been so emo. like damn lah. for every single thing, i keep visualising and blah. and thinking of all the negative shit. and then suddenly feel like breaking out into tears. just now that sofy just agitate me a bit then i cry. what the hell. these few days seen many breaking down. so many unhappy. now seventh month right? (!!!!!!) feel like scolding vulgar. but i shall keep cool. tmr will be a better day(: I HOPE Saturday, July 29, 2006
9:30 PM today went to tm and eastpoint with pj to shop for ppl's prez. overall, bought for 6 ppl. so many right? i m so nice. (= ... TOO nice already. haha. now i m BROKE!!! ): then bought S.H.E's cd!! got file also. so cool larh :D anyway we were supposed to be studying for common tests at my hse just now. but we ended up wrapping the prez and writing notes for e ppl. tsk tsk. i sent her to the interchange after dinner. sth happened. we were at e inter when we spotted jiahui in front. so we smiled. then SUDDENLY. like flash of lightning liddat. adriano caught our eyes. haha. he was smiling. ok. it was like one second only. and the next, both of us continued walking while laughing. lol. get it? you dont? nevermind. :/ anyway tmr must chiong to study for chem and probably physics! hais. ohyes. and that reminds me of goh so sad lar. it feels so weird. at first we were like complaining abt him. then when the time came for him to leave, suddenly she bu de. just received jodie's sms. she said she going to have INTERNET access on 1aug. WHOA! Friday, July 28, 2006
10:34 PM ohmy. haha. reached tamp mrt from bugis at 6.50pm liddat. then i was standing there when tracy suddenly appeared in front of me. lol told her i wasn't sure if i was going. sms jodie, she said she go.. so i go lor. (: at first at 4plus, on the fone with ford, he said that only 3-4 ppl going for the meeting. i was like, wth, dont wanna go lah. end up we went to mac, and 10 turned up. whoa! even terence turned up.. never really listen to wad they said, cos the place very noisy. the vending machine proj is hopeless alr larh. that means we can slack. haha! went to tm next, to toys r us. damn funny. ford hup and i shared to buy jodie's prez. she wanted kids water bottle and a bear. hahaha anw i just reached hme not long ago. yawn :O got some pics, next time then upload. 2:47 PM IT'S RAINING NOW. thats why i feel like blogging :D doing piano hw, later gonna go for lesson. haihai. stil must go out. very tired, wanna sleep!! tonite dont think going for hi cal meeting. wanna have some rest. TIRED then many ppl bday coming. that means i m going to be broke! haha. gotta study for common tests this weekend. then tmr go out buy prez. heh. hmmm, coming week.. common tests till wed. thurs no school, going to help host dont know wad ting for taiwan ppl. take it as an experience ba. (: then on 8-9aug expected to have a class chalet. hopefully nothing goes wrong! our class really does need to BOND together! haha. =) this term sure pass by like lightning one. soon it'll be dec hols! (:(:(:(:(:(: but i dont wanna take olevels. like so fast. argh Thursday, July 27, 2006
7:47 PM " it's nobody's fault, and it's not a big deal, but it's a little depressing all the same " i dont quite know wad to think now. but i guess i m okay. ck said i could go back to my old self if i wanna to. that i should crawl out of the shell. haha. i wish to.. it's just that sometimes things really seem to be totally unreachable. people like yunjie can be so happy-go-lucky. although i kept saying her, i do envy. haha. but i m not always like so sad sad sad lah. i laugh. yeah, i do. (:(: anyway. thanks weiyin and jobel. you two saw the ugly side of me. haha. Tuesday, July 25, 2006
9:14 PM one of these days i m gonna EXPLODE. having a blog is not such a good ting afterall. in the end, i have to resort to penning down my thoughts into a hand written diary of mine. because, i can't see why i should pour out everything to anyone. BUT i've had enough! i m sick and tired of all this. is life just about pretence? always putting on that 'mask' of mine and acting like i m happy? HAHAHA. this is just a never ending nightmare. wad do i look forward to now? the day when i could go up and be with him. that simple. and i m stil doubting if i can make it there. i wanna cry, so much. thats the only way to feel better. i hate hate hate hate hate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i m saying more than i should. but i dont care. tmr, everything wil be the same. everything's always the same. i m just going to pretend to smile like everything's alright. i seem to like using that sentence so often. Saturday, July 22, 2006
11:02 PM actually dont feel like blogging. but watever larh. my modem is crazy. suddenly working after a few days of malfunctioning. anyway, yesterday went for the science exhibition at VJC. so cool, my dream sch. so well, it was kinda fun lar.  then we went to ford's hse for meeting. his sisters are so so so damn cute. right now, really tired after coming back from the tpjc concert and the erhu exchange at NUS. i m in such a weary mood that i better stop. byebye Sunday, July 16, 2006
6:28 PM friday, went for hical meeting AGAIN. nvm, got cip points for each meeting :D we were supposed to meet at pasir ris mrt at 7.15pm. well, i arrived at 7pm! THEN when FINALLY everyone came, it was alr 7.45pm.. -_- was starving like hell so bought m&m while waiting. luckily too, cos we had our dinner only at 10 plus after the meeting. the meeting was sorta okay even thou we got scolding from eddie when we reached. now the vending machine team got more ppl- namely, hup ford QQ yun moo and me.(: so cool. so i reached hme at 11plus liddat. sms QQ that i saw e moon and could go to bed, she called me a lamer. =/ saturday, yesterday. went to pj hse downstairs to trim my hair. it started raining and we rushed to tamp mrt to meet the rest. those who went: PJ WEIYIN QQ AMELIA FORD HUP DAVIN WEIHAO and JOEL. including me, got 10 altogether. so sad, last minute moo and jodie couldn't come. erm.. the show quite boring lar. and actually i feel like changing church. oh wells. the fun started when "peter" sms QQ. LOL she sms the ppl on her contact list asking abt the sentosa chalet. then this guy sms her back with an okay. but the weird ting was that his number wasn't in her list. so she ask who he was but he don't wanna say. so she called him. and he said he was PETER. HAHAHAHHA ford pj and i tried calling this guy afterwards. but he only talked nonsense, kept quiet or just hung up the fone. stupid guy. all of us went to take bus to simei next. the waiting was like so long. but we did lots of fun stuff. haha. dinner was at kfc eastpoint. just by drinking one cup of drink, i had to go to e washroom three times. weiyin went hme early. then we walked around eastpoint. met peiyun! she was working. haha. SO we walked hme from simei to tamp. it was my idea. hah. nice lor.(:(:(:
anyway went jack's place for lunch just now :D heeeee Monday, July 10, 2006
6:23 PM first of all. stayed up to watch e world cup last nite. was sms-ing hup and pj. haha. they two support italy, but i support france. dammit. france lost by a small margin. hai! because of one miss. HAI
so, after school was the funniest. jodie kept doing funny actions. then she actually looked at e egg on moo's plate and said "noob!" HAHA. laughed til stomachache.. went to library to do the survey next. she admitted to be a com noob. haha. watching her use com can die. the whole time laughing non stop. just by seeing jodie's face.. really is ren bu zhu. then QQ also kept laugh. on the way back also encounter this girl in front of us who suddenly go and make that er xin sound. the sha jiao one.. to another girl. then QQ and i burst out laughing. is BURST lor. jodie, so weird, funny thing she dont laugh. not funny she laugh at herself. haiyo. anyway. past two days, raining. ytd went church after so many months of missing it. this sat gonna have some sort of show at expo hall. organised by my church. then i try ask ppl go. hee. sunday, which was ytd. raining. so shiok.
Saturday, July 08, 2006
6:17 PM erm. today went to changkat changi for the MOE excel fest. hupsong did most of the talking. weiyin was telling me abt dont know wad crazy girl they encountered ytd. lol so scary. haha. then hup and i got an idea, a vending machine. but, its only an idea lar. after school yesterday, jodie QQ and i went to mac for lunch. we discuss abt the class outing. but arrived to no conclusion. -_-" rushed hme and bathed. then went for my first piano lesson. lol. after that proceeded to bugis for replugged lesson. reached tanah merah platform at around 6.50pm. slowly they arrived. daphne, QQ, jiahui and then jodie.. dinner at mac again! =/ the meeting was kind of serious with eddie around. felt very tired also.. ended at 10 plus. then hang around there till 11 plus deciding whether to take bus or mrt. so lame.   made by qiyun..
nice right. taken by qq. cos i too short haha
sure win!
i love our airport. hee
haha. one straight row. where's jodie??
alamak. damn short lor.
my mummy. lol
HAHA Wednesday, July 05, 2006
9:19 PM yesterday QQ and muying came with us during erhu prac. hee moo learnt the erhu. she learn damn fast. haha. took foto of her, but i lazy to upload. today we had to stay back till 3.30pm for our class foto taking session. it was so HOT lar. my hair keep stick to forehead. QQ very pissed. haha. cos we took the informal pic very lousy! really lar. even worse than sec one and two lor. ): took bus 18 with jodie. then went for maths tuition. wha tired lor, i was dozing off. haha. weiyin went for my maths tuition ytd. heh. if only we can go together then good. but all different time free. anyway. my sister's keeper is wonderful. i mean, ... it just is. (: an extract: Here's my question: What age are you when you're in Heaven? I mean, if it's Heaven, you should be at your beauty-queen best, and i doubt that all the people who die of old age are wandering around toothless and bald. It opens up a whole additional realm of questions, too. If you hang yourself, do you walk around all gross and blue, with your tongue spitting out of your mouth? If you are killed in a war, do you spend eternity minus the leg that got blown up by a mine? I figure that maybe you get a choice. You fill out the application form that asks you if you want a star view or a cloud view, if you like chicken or fish or manna for dinner, what age you'd like to be seen as by everyone else. Like me, for example, I might pick seventeen, in the hopes that I grow boobs by then, and even if I'm a pruny centegenarian by the time I die, in Heaven I'd be young and pretty. Once at a dinner party I heard my father say that even though he was old old old, in his heart he was twenty-one. So maybe there is a place in your life you wear out like a rut, or even better, like the soft spot on the couch. And no matter what else happens to you, you come back to that. The problem, I suppose, is that everyone's different. What happens in Heaven when all these people are trying to find each other after so many years spent apart? Say that you die and start looking around for your husband, who died five years ago. What if you're picturing him at seventy, but he hit his groove at sixteen and is wandering around suave as can be? Or what if you're Kate, and you die at sixteen, but in Heaven you choose to look thirty-five, an age you never got to be here on Earth. How would anyone ever be able to find you? Sunday, July 02, 2006
10:17 PM haha. after just now e post went to ntuc to shop. then bought bubble tea from sweettalk. (= watched legally blonde. i like how elle woods talk! if only i could talk liddat, then i go be lawyer. haha.. then ate durian! yumyum. i LOVE durians! just like posting pics now. heeeee oh yar. ytd at batam i shopped alot. bought belt, jacket, four pieces of clothes, bag and shoes. heh!!  foto i took wearing e jacket i bought. (: haha
took pic of julian. and it turned out green! ohmy. 5:04 PM hee. slept for almost whole day today. woke up at 1pm then took lunch. after that go slp again(: yesterday woke up at 6am. my family and..my maid took mrt to harbourfront there to take ferry to batam! lol. the waiting was so long that the soles of my feet were aching.. anyway the ferry we took was called "jet raider". haha.  this foto was taken on e ferry. i like to look at the sky!(:
clouds are beautiful!
my brother. haha...
... and this is me.. -_-
had to queue up after we got down from e ferry.. that was when some man of batam asked my maid for money.. =/ next, we took the bus to a polo shop which sold.. polo stuff? haha.
my maid and i. hee
mummy and julian..
me and jul.. always dont smile  a shop
somemore tings..
.. then we went for lunch at a seafood restaurant..
entrance like not bad huh
i like this! haha
well. the food was so not nice. ):
shopping mall called mega mall.
this was wher we had our dinner..
jul ate this.
i ate this! haha. the difference is their kfc serve rice one lor..
clouds!
whoa! haha |
ford acting cool.
so sporting right, davin posing to let me take his pic. hah
whey. why so scared.
hahahaha. i caught you! 
guys, zi-lianing
hey girl, nice smile:D
amelia and i. dont know why they call you pear. haha
BIGGER. size does matter
hhaa. i find him cute..
makes me wanna pinch her cheeks
doing dono wad. wait.wait.wait
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