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Wednesday, September 27, 2006
6:28 PM happy birthday to me (: thanks to those who remembered. i really appreciate it. haha. today was a mixture of diff feelings. dont really know how to explain. i'm finally 15! is that a good or bad thing? haha, time flies. now the biggest worry is eoy. hai. still no motivation ): ----------------------------------------- for future references: ..gifts shobana- met her at mrt. cute deco thingy. but my ugly and messy hse dont know wher to place. farhana- met her in mrt. lol. a blue crab soft toy! (: pearlyn- anklet. v surprised cos dont know her well. peijun- pressed powder & hair spray. can use during hols. heh brian- a letter. siblings forever, i promise. (: joan- sweets, bookmarks. and an sms at 5am. thanks girl! weiyin- a letter written during mt. you made me smile. peiyun- a letter written during mt too. with purple ink, my fav. heh. you made me cry, inside. wh,davin,joel,hup,ford,yanjie,cy,qq,stupid boy,jobel,jodie,chengde,gavin - my girl vcd. korean!!! LOL. touched. dinah- a card with my name drawn on it. so cool. love ya. editted. daphne- keychain thingy. jiajuin- bear lynn and gang- earrings ----- can't wait for exams to be over! english was sucky. argh Saturday, September 23, 2006
11:37 PM stayed over at zh hse last night. woke up at 6 plus and went to ps for breakfast. then proceeded to her church, Heart of God Church (: met many nice peeps. really friendly and funny ppl! haha made many new friends there. cos they were too friendly that i was able to open up to them. so cool right. heh the worship and praise was super charismatic. they were so high and jump jump jump. haha. it was quite nice feeling cos i really listened to what the pastor preached. and i also felt HIS presence :D anw the goodbye was also very drama. the ppl super hyper la. they were saying byebye to us until the lift close. then kept reminding us to study when we get hme and not to fall asleep again. bcos both of us slept in church -.- hehehehehe today is 23sept. it marks the first day i go to this very church. COOL Wednesday, September 20, 2006
5:59 PM dark choc brightens up my day :D Saturday, September 16, 2006
5:22 PM this entry. one of the last before our exams arrive. good luck everyone! (: --------------------------------------------------------- rainy days, always make me mull over stuff alot. i just love the gloomy feeling. love to stare out of my window and watch the rain plitter platter. love the cold wind brushing against my skin. its just really nice, when it rains when i m home. nice to sleep too. heh -------------------- okay. so i didnt go co today. you know wat. i hardly even care nowadays. so wat if i went? it's just going for the sake of going. i dont look up to the teachers in this cca. they are just always repeatedly asking us to attend practice. and their biasness pisses me off. this is a public blog and i dont care anymore. you think i havent felt anything for this cca before. anyone who knew me last time would have known i used to be really enthu. now, there isnt any sense of belonging. almost everyone is dreading for the practices. some of us do not even care if people says co sucks lah. honestly i dont tink i have much responsibility to go. the co now, gives me a feeling of not even wanting to do well. well, who cares abt it already. it's just going for the attendence. the spirit isnt there. what for lah. i didnt go today, and i got told off that i m selfish, that i have the responsibility to go. i know i m wrong for not attending. or else i wouldnt have apologised. but even so, it doesnt matter. like i said, i do not care. -------------------------------- sigh. wat hurts me is you. if you're actually reading this, then i hope you'll know who you are. i've known you for quite a long time. we had fun tgt in the past. and somehow became close at a point of time. but i really really dislike the way you behave at times. when you text me, its in a nice tone and quite endearing. however, when we meet. you treat me as though i m inferior. you call me names, almost always. i think of you and can only tink of your reprimanding tone of voice. when i did well for my tests or exams. you shoot all the negative words, and hurt my feelings. that time mid year. you said "whalao. everytime i think i do well, then i see your marks. (!!!) valerie, stupid lah you." and you kept repeating. saying that you do not wanna see me, asking me to go away. its okay if you did it once or twice. but that wasnt the first time. you know what? that day we got our results. i didnt even want to show you. because i KNEW you would react that way. sometimes i wonder " is our friendship in a way that im actually scared of you" today i think abt it. well, no. i m someone who cant stand nonsense aft some time. however, i cared for our friendship. i knew if i told you the bitter stuff i felt abt you. everyting would change. i stil hope we're stil friends. ------------------------------- i have wondered. people called me fake for doing well in studies. others scold me. so, if i did badly, would they have treated me better? probably, yes. but i study for myself. not for others. ------------ i hate me. if i m not me, ppl wouldnt be behaving this way towards me. Thursday, September 14, 2006
9:59 PM the last epi of jinsanshun starting soon. haha. well i'll be brief abt this week. passed by kind of fast ah. starting to panic, panic and panic. but then, stil feeling very lazy. lol argh. but i've gotta work hard. dont want to end up doing badly and feeling disappointed. my motivation: to not let myself down. to attain the bursary tingy. work hard so can go england study. hahaaha. dream on. anw have not came online for two days this week. i guess i wouldnt be coming that often alr. need to manage my time well! i've even planned out my schedule. however, having known myself for almost 15years, i know i wouldnt stick to the plan. heh ahhhhh. stupid eoy!!!!! i think i wil behave like a mad woman soon. ------------------ time can heal the wounds. but the scar remains forever. Friday, September 08, 2006
1:05 AM it is 1am!! at zhenghui's hse now. dont know why i m blogging, lol ok i just fell asleep before this post then she woke me up and i m sweating profusely as there isnt any fan or air con. argh! slept during co prac just now and on the bus journey here. zzzz supposed to study but well, we didnt lah. just watched jin san shun and watched zhenghui play the audition game thingy. probably we'll be catching a movie together on my birthday! hee. (: sick la. these few days my nose keep on running. hai and i m stil sweating, can feel it running down my body. going air con room byebye sweet dreams to me. (: Wednesday, September 06, 2006
7:46 PM ytd aft i posted here, went mrt to meet yun to go tamp library. went there to study!! haha, so guai ah. met up with fanshu sunflower and the noisy one at the kids section. (: well. not bad la. at least we practised quite a number of amaths sums. and i read a lil of physics chapt on light. haha. then the three of them left early. so left me and yun to clear up the mess on the table -.- went to simei. bought bubble tea then go her hse put book. haha. then went bk for hi cal meeting lor. ate dinner there too. hi cal meeting ah, nothing interesting to say. just that sofy went onto the eastpoint big stage there. so funny, like a king kong attracting attention. then aft the meeting went to arcade. watch them play quite fun. haha ohyeah. sept4 and sept5, yun siao liao. that time at canteen waiting for eng remedial. was toking on the fone with my fren, then she kept trying to speak to her and laugh laugh laugh. then she ask my fren if she sell chocolate anot. ask ms ng also. liddat not funny, but she kept laughing!!! siao right! at mdm yue hse also crazy one. ytd at library also! haha, but actually laughing is good! :D i think can make one younger right. dont know la. but then wil have more crow feet. eeee today had maths remedial from 9-12 again. i quite like cos i really listened lor. usually in class i dont listen one. only these two days then will la. so yeah, (: went ajisen with weiyin and fungqi aft the maths. erm the ramen we ate, okok lah. lol chatted alot abt stuff. so long since the three of us sat down tgt to chit chat. very nice. really. heh. then weiyin came over my hse. went tuition tgt. during tuition kinda sleepy. but i like going tuition with her cuz we can talk! lol aft tuition went cs to buy some things. then went hme. these few days very normal ah. but i like la. hee :) well thats abt it. tmr is going to be a very looooooooooooooooooong day! sigh  aft hical!
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
2:25 PM to be frank, ytd was one of the best times our class had tgt. :) the games we played were kinda lame but at least we laughed quite alot. haha basically we went to the function room of mdm yue's hse. we ate. we talked. we laughed. we joked. it is these small lil things tat make a big diff. went to starbucks for a drink aft tat. some of us chatted with ms ng. actually, she is not tat bad afterall. i guess we just have to change our thinking and learn to accept tat there's a generation gap between us and e teachers. hence it's not easy to express themselves to us, and vice versa. walked hme with peiyun and jodie, from simei to tamp. talked abt many stuff. (: pretty nice feeling actually. to wy: i hope you'll look at life in a more postive manner ok? i've said wat i've said to you already. no matter wat, you know tat there is someone out there whom you can turn to in times of trouble. afterall, thats wat friends are for(: dont worry too much hor. - in spite of what you'd think, miracles DO happen ------------------- ` it is the things you cannot see coming that are strong enough to kill you ` it's not all that hard to avoid someone, when you want to Monday, September 04, 2006
5:39 PM today is the day. thinking abt it, hai. i have alr forgotten how she look like. if only... anw going off to mdm yue hse soon. hope it'll be ok. (: Saturday, September 02, 2006
8:31 PM valerie is a happy girl today! :D i think i woke up from the correct side of my bed this morning. eh, actually i sleep on sofa so only got one side. ok, watever. haha! this morning went for maths tuition from 9.30am to 12plus!!! so hardworking right. lol. i didnt sleep at all during tuition!! :) then go hme bathe and eat instant noodles. went for co, reached at 2pm. actually start at 12.30pm de. but nvm! combine prac was ok ok lah. only at there tok. lol during break pj and i went to 4th storey toilet cos scared 2nd and 3rd haunted. then we went outside 3e6. stupid lar, all of a sudden she said she saw sth there! then i scream. then she look at me and say " just joking" -.- co ended early. at 4.17 according to my watch. went tamp. bought bubble tea, currypuff, chicken and cup corn! yum!! but eat finish stil hungry!haha. spend so much money on food. but it was worth it lar. heh then i was so clumsy. we were taking foto of us eating. then i spilled the corn onto my hp! then my hp was so OILY. ew.. then she didnt say she got tissue. so i used my UNIFORM to wipe. aft i wipe then she say she got tissue. dots right! haha then we bought assessment books too. and go see korean vcds. and met hani!! she bought my fone. haha but hers like better liddat eh eh dont know why leh, quite fun leh today. heheee! ----------- anyway thurs aft the teachers' day celebration we had hi cal meeting. but i did not even listen AT ALL. haha. i was at there using hup's fone to take many pictures. many useless pics. lol then these few days kept raining leh. but i like (: PICTURES! :D
this way we can rmb easier.
remember this date!
see his face! me and daphne! heh
drawn by weiyin (:
look how hardworking we are! this was taken on monday, 28aug
peer tutoring. haha
  a photo says, you were happy, and i wanted to catch that a photo says, you were so important to me that i put down everything else to come watch |
i used my fone to edit. and its so ugly. but watever. haah. taken in washroom at mdm yue condo
taken on 31aug06
cute right? i drew it hah
remedial remedial remedial..
this is like damn ugly lo.
wow! 
moo is fasinated with drawing. lol
food!!! :D:D