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Sunday, September 23, 2007
10:47 AM haha... today morning i woke up and remember it's 23sept! haha, it's been exactly a year since i stepped into heart of God! :D oh wow. it's been such an AMAZING journey la. and i know the future will be amazing-er. haha. by the way. watched hairspray on wed with lynette, jieru, zhilin and jingfen! haha. it was a really really nice movie! i just love it cuz it's such a happy show and the songs and moves are really cool. hahaha. fri, celebrated victoria's bday at yoshinoya. haha.. this girl's name starts with a V, bday's in sept and is born at the same hospital as me! hahaah! how cool is that. and the weather was so so hot la. haha. the presence of God was super super strong when i listened to the hunger sermon with fungus that day. even though it was just through the earpiece, outside the admin office.. and even though many people were passing by.. the anointing was so strong! haha. zhenghui, who was sitting beside us, could literally feel it. sat, Pastor Joakim preached the sermon on going the narrow way. it was really really good. wow oh wow. haha.. words can't express one la. haha. can't wait for today! it'll be great too! :D seeya! Friday, September 14, 2007
1:19 PM The Lord is my shephard; I shall not want. He makes me to lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters. He restores my soul; He leads me in the paths of righteousness For His name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; For You are with me; Your rod and You staff, they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; You anoint my head with oil; My cup runs over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me All the days of my life; And I will dwell in the house of the Lord Forever. Psalms 23:1-6 Wednesday, September 12, 2007
11:14 AM Last service, Pastor Lia launched the devotionals for our church. I really love the 'Every day with Jesus' book! I flipped through the pages and I just know that as I faithfully read the content every day and spend time in His Word, I'll definitely grow grow grow up a new level! Amen! :D It was indeed a good week. The Zone D worship session on friday definitely blew me away. I had been feeling distanced from God for quite some time. I was not strong spiritually and many negative thoughts kept fleeting through my mind every now and then. That day, I went to church as usual. It was for the worship session. I knew it'll be good, but somehow the real joy wasn't there. I didn't really thought much, or even expect much. But because of the real frustrations within, Jieru noticed and had a talk with me. However, I just felt really weird about myself. I could stil differentiate what was right and wrong, however at that point I just felt so rebellious and that feeling was so disgusting. However, the message that Dominic preached then was somehow a little of what Jieru had spoken to me just before. As Dominic spoke, I knew in my heart that God was telling me the exact same thing. I did not delight in Him...for very long. I seemed to have lost that special connection I had with Him. Yes, He continually blesses me in many ways, but it was not enough to just receive blessings. I needed Him, the person.. As we worshipped, inside I was really so awkward. However, I kept asking God to take the noise out of my heart. I prayed strongly in tongues, and kept pressing in even though I just wanted to stop. I was crying and crying.. to God for help. I knew if I did not have Him, everything in my life would just spiral downwards. But still, I kept hearing myself think that probably I should just stop and give everything up. At that moment, I felt so ugly on the inside. I even thought that maybe it'll be alright to do so. However, Dominic spoke about treasuring the presence of God. And I realised I have not been doing so. I told God i really didn't want to lose His presence.. After some time of struggling on the inside, I just stop singing, and stood, confused. Just then, Lynette came over to me and placed her hand on my forehead and started praying in tongues. I was caught aback as I really didn't expect she'll pray, and I started shaking and crying like how I did when Pastor prayed for me months ago. It was the same kind of overwhelming feeling that I had not experienced for ages. Lynette prayed for new desire for spiritual gifts. It came to me that I had lost the desire for some time already..that the passion was dying off.. As she prayed, I felt weak all over and fell back. As i lay down, Lynette continued praying. I was so lost in His presence and was shaking so hard. It came upon me that I had lost my vision of becoming a CGL, I had lost it almost totally. Then, I heard God telling me in my heart that 'it's not how you start, but how you end'.. That just as I did not want to lose Him, He does not want to lose me too. I thought of all the things that He had done for me.. And I knew how much He loves me. I told God that no matter what, I want to be His daughter in whom He is proud of. I did not want to rebel against Him any longer. As I started blaming myself inside, He was telling me that it's alright, as long as I do not give up on this race.. He had already forgiven me, but what I had to do was to forgive myself... I'm so heartened that God had noticed me when I was about to fall again.. He always does, even though sometimes the devil will stop me from seeing and deceive me that God does not care. But He does.. Thank You Lord for picking me up whenever I'm down. I love You and want to please You. I'd lost my purpose, but You never gave up on me. I want to delight in You like I'd never did before. Guide me in my daily walk with You, Father :) [John 14:27]"Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid." Tuesday, September 04, 2007
2:57 PM Service last weekend was really very powerful:D Pastor talked about generations of curses/blessings. I know many people can identify with this. What's truly amazing is that from our generation onwards, it's going to be different!! :D haha. recently people have asked 'who is your best friend?' from a revelation ytd from sam teo.. yeah. truly, God is my best friend!:D He knows my thoughts before I even think them. haha.. and I can tell him anything I want to-ANYTHING:D haha.. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- At dhoby..:)
 Wendy and me!  haha. during chem practical today, i wanted to on the bunsen burner.. and my arm touched the hot mouth of the test tube. so now got burn mark there. hahahaha... ---------------------------- My past is redeemed, Present has a purpose & Future is secured* |
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