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Tuesday, June 30, 2009
2:16 AM i need to blog this. today (29june) i touched a dog!! it is a breakthrough for me! even though still didnt dare let it lick my hand hahaha.. haha, it's really once in a lifetime man!:) but it's the CUTEST dog i've ever seen in my life!!! it's so tiny....    was just talking to moo on msn...and we were talking about this little puppy. me: hahah yeah she was carrying the god *dog!!!!! dog!!!!! hahaha what a typo mistake! -.- TSK tsk. . . having follow up with yiying tmr at 11.15AM! then we're meeting her friend- alyssa for lunch! it's amazing...... we are going to meet to talk about Christ. AWESOME right?! and! yiying's bringing 2 of her friends for sat service! this is what being others-centered all about! and this is what is gonna spread the love!! INCREDIBLE. :) 12:57 AM haha! annlynn just showed me this video. 12:02 AM heart's cry.
gotta quieten down tonight. an elephant in my head. funny how things have changed how it is totally a different season from the previous year yet there is such desperation, such a cry different yet similar there needs to be growth. there needs to be breakthroughs i'm seeing the wonders of God right before my eyes. it's amazing how yiying has come to know Christ. how she has personally encountered Him:) i've always believed it's only when someone experiences God for themselves in the deepest manner only when they are captivated that they will grow and mature love such things. people coming to the love of God. it's the best thing ever man... :) . is it really like this for me? if i say i do not want to, does that mean i'm missing out not ready, not right, not good enough. bursting, i can't grasp it. . . thank God for them. they always put a smile to my face:) peijun annlynn yiying nicholas loh gabriel cindy weiyin sharyl yunfang qianqian how lovely these people are :D we run this race together, fight the same enemy, love the same God. there are many many more like val ang, moo, yiwen, zh etc. dont be sad if your name's not here, cos you know i love you very much tooo. they make my day in different ways... relationships are precious. just like a gift straight from heaven:) let's all not be stingy on our love man. love people... love others. love expressively extravagantly and the list goes on... we have only got one life to love. <3 Monday, June 29, 2009
3:32 AM nick just showed me this video. the song's really nice.:) There's only One who knows What's really out there waiting And all the moments yet to be And all we need to know Is He's out there waiting To Him the future's history And if it brings you tears Then taste them as they fall Let them soften your heart And if it brings you laughter Then throw your head back And let it go Let it go, yeah You gotta let it go . . anw my eyes are closing already gtg sleep! :) all the best for those taking exams soon.... Sunday, June 28, 2009
11:31 PM DREAM.
11:14 PM I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven 3:25 AM love is a decision.
it is not emotional. 3:09 AM   was trying out eye makeup:) really does make eyes look different in real life. i think girls are cool.:) can't wait for shopping with mom! 1:34 AM 再见.
and you've got your share of secrets and i'm tired of being the last to know Pst Joakim's awesome! always love his messages... today was really a breakthrough in prayer. it certainly felt just like in ftms house:) prayed like i've not prayed in a thousand years already. it's just different. felt my voice couldnt go any louder, and tears just came out man. it felt as though we really touched heavens! exam this morning was crazy. the whole night of studying was mad. haha, and my brain literally felt dead last night. but still, thank God the paper was alright:) breakthrough is indeed coming. i mean it's already happening. God's moving alot... it has been 10 days. i can't believe it. didnt used to think it'll be possible, now i see.. being others-centered... thinking for other people.. not just me, myself and i. step out of the box. look beyond, because seek first His kingdom and all these shall be added to you. . . are you willing to pay the price? Friday, June 26, 2009
1:53 PM 12:51 PM mad world.
i'm distracted from my studying this moment! 1) was just reading the newspaper and there's 315 cases of h1n1 now! page 2 of the straits times is funny. it's titled: an open letter to Mr H1N1. you're a sneaky little fellow, unlike Mr Sars who was upfront with us. Dear Mr H1N1, First question: What are you? They say you are a combination of human, bird and pig material. So are you more than bird? Are you just chicken and what sort of swine, please? You've been sliced, diced and spliced and it seems we are still pretty slow at coming up with a weapon to break down your internal defences. You know, the Sars bug was rather more upfront with us. At least, it did not sneak up on us, quietly colonise clusters and lurk around in our insides. Rapidly, we knew its intentions- it wanted to hurt people bad, kill them and those who come close to them, including the medics. So, we launched a full-scale frontal assault against Sars. Ring-fence the island. Isolate the victims. Quarantine the contacts. A lot of disinfectant and discipline later, we won and the disease died. But you, Mr H1N1, are a different kettle of fish. (continued... go read it yourself!) . . 2) michael jackson passed away of heart attack.. this is really sudden, and very sad. the King of Pop.. jesse mccartney tweeted that MJ was the reason why he started singing... xiao chao posted on FB 'where are you michael jackson' yes, really, where is he exactly at right now? this is indeed a really mad world. oh dear, i really need to start on my work. focus valerie... haha, okay go study already. ttyl. 2:19 AM step out. run forward. do not stop. do not be weary. do not admit defeat. there is more what is God revealing? what does He has in stored? expectancy surprises excitement anticipation ding dong of faith but keep the fuel up high refresh recharge ready to go decisions choices destiny thoughts feelings will power dance passion determination conquer overcome attack! dreams.... visions. others. Wednesday, June 24, 2009
11:07 PM opportunity cost.
mug, plan, live. econs is madness, but i'm so gonna conquer it! watched this music video by taylor swift. it's really cool!! not like those fairytale kinda songs she has:) . . swine flu has gotten to 196 cases! they really should just close the schools. hahaha... excited for tomorrow:) mugging tonight. seeyou! 5:43 PM Could it be that You're in control Now i see i don't know it all But if You stripped it all away i'd still be able to say You're my God And none can compare You're the one You gave us our breath And in Your shadow i will wait To hear Your voice And know Your way 2:37 AM when you ask how i know i say trust i have work work work to do! this is a time to concentrate. this is a time to sow. to study! don't ask why. it's time to trust. every tear you've cried is precious in His eyes. Tuesday, June 23, 2009
11:16 PM temptation.
went to the m1 shop with dad today. am intending to get a new phone. initially i thought of just getting ANY phone. ANY beats the one i'm having right now. HAHA. now i'm stuck in between a blackberry curve 8900($298) or just nokia E63(no cost). but i think... i would still go for the lather in the end. just that the blackberry is just so tempting! haha.. and it's really really good.   but stil... the opportunity cost is like $298! i'm thinking... i can buy hundreds of clothes man.. HAHA. nah, even if i dont get it, i wont get to buy clothes too. haha.. don't you think blackberry is the best?! but then again, i treat my phone like it's a toy~ ohman, but then.... blackberry (!!) haha this is bad this is bad... 4:07 AM thoughts...
i was just thinking today... as much as God created each and everyone of millions of people on this earth to have the same: -a mouth, nose, ears, eyes- and yet look different and special in their own way... God also created every individual to have a different type of voice.. it's so amazing how when somebody close to you calls you up, and immediately you can recognize their voice. like every singer has their own distinct vocals. every individual is different. now who says there isn't a God? sometimes the day to day things, and the simplest... really shows how beautiful this earth, this creation is... maybe you are looking too closely to the picture, the world you're seeing is too small.. just take a step backwards, and look at the macro picture... then you will see. . . amidst this world of hypocrisy, judgements, politics etc we need to be people who remain pure... remain holy in God's eyes. it doesn't have to be something irrelevant and out of touch with the rest, but something real... simplicity of heart. loving people... loving life... there is a limit to everything. there is more to it than meets the eye. i'm not gonna stop growing because of. i know He believes in me, and i will keep at it. where is the love? it's more than just words, company it has to be felt from the heart. . . looking through those photographs i realised how fortunate i am to have such great and wonderful people around. really, all we need is to take a look around and see that things are really quite beautiful actually loved ones come and go, the closest are the ones who can hurt you the most the ones you shared your life with, lived it together with what is left is just question marks here and there but beyond these, there are many lessons learnt how you cannot always place your confidence in men yet how you know you will still always believe in people still just because they matter what an irony but the difference now from before is that it doesnt really bother that much God's promises are indeed true. i see breakthroughs nearer and nearer. 30 days. i'll make it. Monday, June 22, 2009
3:25 AM oneday.
God's my healer. woah! my head really hurts madly, it's a miracle i could get past through the hours. really dislike headaches, cuz when it gets really bad you literally feel like banging your head on the wall! haha.. anyway, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! (i know the date here wont be correct, but i havent gotten to bed so it's stil the same day!) today i slept till 2pm, which was madness because i havent slept so long after a long time! the highlight of the day was going to manpuku with my family. the food there is really quite ex! i dont think it's very worth it... then! julian and i went to shop for our surprise for daddy. bought rum and raisin cheesecake, watermelon, grapes, longans, peach, mangoes, perrier, candles[candlelight man!] for daddy. (all picked up from hospi HAHA) rushed home to prepare. first time i cut fruits at home man! it was quite a challenge... end result was daddy really liked it:) and i know he felt THE LOVE from us!   studying tomorrow! and throughout the week. it's crazy to have an econs test on wed! haha, but must conquer ok:) plus the business management exam on sat!!!  anyway, this is keryn and my hand. mine looks gigantic beside hers!HAHA. i realised many people (like keryn, kasie, grace and natasha AND sharyl:P) are starting to wear this bands. which is 'a part of me' in my case... as quoted by sharyl and myself:) it's late and i gotta wake up to study tmr! p.s. i love my daddy! Sunday, June 21, 2009
2:24 AM everyone has their own story to tell.  i love this photo! everyone's just really happy:)i want nobody nobody but you~ 12:47 AM this is my home.
i'm free~ it feels good to be online after days! HAHA. wow this whole week has just been crazieeeeeee! from hospi, to stayovers, to DEO camp, to revival nights and services! AND school! personally i feel that i gain ALOT over this past week. really ALOT. whether it be spiritually, mentally, emotionally or physically. haha! but physical wise- just exhausted. the worst feeling was today in school. it was just- KO:( in DEO camp, was placed in the same team as weiyin... 7up! feels great to hang around with her, i think the time spent was really good:) thank God for her:) it was so cool how we thought back that very first time she came, and how God has given her visions now to do so much more for Him:) revival nights- something you really couldnt miss! dom's message on hoGc being our home was thought-provoking. as much as i have been telling God i'd never leave Him for the rest of my life, He was asking if hoGc was a home to me that it'd be the same sentiments i had towards Him. session with Pst Troy was awesomely cool. (seriously running out of vocab words) many many people were so ministered by it. the funniest was Peijun's one. 'Breathe' was all he said. HAHA. you should seek God to unlock the mystery girl.. 'Healing and Restoration in your life' it happened in a second or two. really quick, as though it was so distinct that God was showing Pst Vince to speak that into me. truly, even one word from God can change the course of our lives. this was just one sentence. but i knew exactly that i needed that.:) God's real. i'm so moved at how He's moving in yiying's life. i truly believe in His power. keep that child-like faith within you girl, and draw closer to Him:) reaaaaaaaaly powerful service today. a covenant with God. i have never knew about it that way before. the next 30 days- i see breakthroughs. and ryan yap came for service:) it's just super happy, like he's coming home... haha and we all took many many photos, which can only be revealed when nick posts them up on FB! and i bet he's not even home yet! tmr's fathers day! gotta think of something special to do!! . . build God's house, and He'll build mine. Wednesday, June 17, 2009
12:59 PM James 4:8 Draw near to God and He will draw near to you. James 4:10 Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, and He will lift you up. this is what i can give to you. (by faith you'll see) the word of God is living and powerful. i believe God will touch you, believe that you'll find back that joy, love, hope, faith.... vision. don't give up. you've got to fight on. and this time, fight for God...fight for YOURSELF. God knows your cry. He hears it. and you do want to hear a well done at the end of the day. trust again. , till i see you. 11:46 AM not by my might or power, but by Your Holy Spirit. .. I loved because You first loved me I gave because of what You gave You died, showed me how to live Your mercy told me to forgive You came, and poured Yourself so free Your blood washed away my shame And I can live again I'm more of You and less of me My first love forever You will be My first breath You're the light in me My first joy the world can never take from me My covenant with You Jesus Your love falls down . . i've got so much to type i can write an essay. haha but i think i won't:) the past two days have been a step closer. i really truly believe God's in control. there are many things i still don't understand, but i don't want to comprehend it based on my mind alone. i want to see the big picture, the macro plan of God. cindy stayed over my house last night. haha girls hangout yeah? my eyes have been opened bigger to the people i have around me. they are really great people, and i know i can count on them:) we only have one life to live, one life to love do it well alright? i think God really engineers circumstances. i have never prayed that much in my entire life. but now, i'm praying every single day. truly, i can say without fail. even if i'm most dead beat, i still pray. well done valerie:) had a girls talk with peijun on monday night. while nick and hongrui cabbed down with supper for us. actually we have really nice and gentlemen guys in our CG! HAHA. the highlight was nick falling off his chair (without a sound!!) and we were all trying our very best not to laugh out loud, because the house was too silent. and it was so funny seeing hongrui suppressing his laughter! (anyway i have to type all this quick bcos i'm going out in an hour's time) God sees more than we can. i thank God for people like peijun. the talk and the prayer with her was awesome. it was just so real, even though the time we talked was like until 6am. haha! God, we want to give the best years of our lives to You. we are going to be friends who encourage one another to move on in this journey:) nothing i can do in the natural, but everything i can in the spiritual. . . okay off to bathe! got to pack clothes for 4days!! and got to clean the house NOW. and... my breath still smells of durian! HAHA. so funny. p.s i want to go for discipleship classes!!! loves. Monday, June 15, 2009
12:58 PM Create in me, a new heart One that follows You Place in me a deep desire To know You as I'm known . . "So that's what I'm trying to show you; the truth is already within you. You're a part of it. You're a part of God. You just never knew it. You wouldn't let yourself know it." 2:40 AM best friends.
i am so tired now. i am really very tired now. haha anyway. i need a best friend. i will start praying about it now. it was so funny that peijun and i flipped to that page in Pst Troy's book just now. maybe it's true...hahaha. talked to cindy on the phone for more than an hour. hello cindy~ i'm a phone person, not an sms person. i realised cindy and peijun are messaging people. they can really tell stories and continue conversations in SMS!!!! wah, that i cannot.... i prefer to TALK. haha, too lazy to type out stories man! haha but we all compromise okay? sometimes talk sometimes type HAHA . . what does heart of God church mean to you? yeah, i will see an eternal purpose to what i'm doing...:) . . hospi tomorrow! xuejun's leading:) CONQUER!! visiting tristan with fung in the morning... it's quite crazy cuz we dont know how to go. so it's a MYSTERY to us! HAHA. so we should have holy faith and pray. HAHAHA. okay i'm abit off now, super tired... nights! -any last words to say?- HAHA. . . aiyah.... haha, God rocks! Sunday, June 14, 2009
1:54 AM hope is not faith.
remember we used to laugh and say no one understood our way . i am seriously very tired now. haha very very. but i should at least blog before i go to bathe:P . . service with Pst troy marshall was reaaaaaaaaly good! it's like so in the flow of our church! and it really spoke to me so much, really assured me alot. 'whatever you pray in your most holy faith, it will definitely come to pass. if you believe it.' i want to unlock the mysteries of God! i really want to. haha... if you pray little, you only have a few mysteries unlocked. so...i wanna pray more, so there'll be more! What is the result then? I will pray with the spirit, and I will also pray with the understanding. I will sing with the spirit, and I will also sing with the understanding. - 1 Corinthians 14:15 WILL. . . above all. Saturday, June 13, 2009
12:05 AM wednesday night was the first time in my life i ate a Big Mac. HAHA. commemorate that day.     NICE. but it really wasn't that big! hahaha... check out yiying in the background! heh. . . huimin was just saying the previous time that she thinks food is her stronghold. oh seriously, i think it is for me too! HAHA. terrible~ should stop eating so much...:) p.s. i'm eating as i type-.- haha! Friday, June 12, 2009
11:08 PM L-O-V-E
today was an inspiration filled day. i'm really blown away by dingchao, how he actually went the extra mile to get two choplin books for his friends this morning just because he knows they like it. but beyond that, travelling down to paya lebar, bedok, tampines, paya lebar then to city hall just to get everyone in the CG to write their messages! it's amazing! this is what loving people is all about man. just the simplest things, just having a heart for them...it speaks so much more. and prayer. this man has been praying for them the whole day! furthermore, it's his birthday today! instead of having the mentality of taking or receiving, he is giving and blessing his friends instead! how wonderful it is that just like how God has loved him, he is now spreading the love of Christ to his loved ones. it is so true that anybody can make a difference in other people's lives, just as long as you've got the heart for them:) keep praying, keep the faith, keep confessing. i really can't wait for what God has in stored. it is beyond whatever we can ever imagine. . . anyway, this really made my day!:) Keryn (on FB) hi . . a life of destiny. Thursday, June 11, 2009
9:40 AM renew our minds;
just got back from morning prayer meeting! yiwen's so cool, she woke up after only one call of mine! :) it was great hearing her say she was already outside when she called me back! haha...great way to start a day! today was really revelational. Pst tan shared another word on prayer.. ' which is more real? seeing what we see before us with our physical eyes OR seeing what is in your mind(4D)/spirit? ' naturally, when you really think about it... we will all be more confident of the answer: it feels more real to see what we can see physically/tangibly. however today was more than just knowing, it was understanding; revealed. what we see with our physical eyes might be a FACT, but it might not be the whole TRUTH. i've come to realise that God really works mightily, you never know what He does in the spiritual... for eg, a temple medium can even accept Jesus Christ into his life and serve in the ministry fervently one day. but at the point in time when it's not happening, it's really not easy to believe that one day he'll become a Christian, what's more a Pst/missionary etc. yeah? while we do not look at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen. For the things which are seen are temporary, but the things which are not seen are eternal. -2 Corinthians 4:18 i truly believe today with all of my heart, mind, soul, body, spirit (haha!) that there is so much much more power in looking at the unseen that when God gives us a vision, when we pray, when we seek something from God, we really should not doubt, should not fear even if it does not seem to be happening physically, i believe that it is truly only temporary it will all be revealed someday, it will definitely come to pass.. ' For the vision is yet for an appointed time; But at the end it will speak, and it will not lie. Though it tarries, wait for it; Because it will surely come, it will not tarry ' blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed. yes this is so powerful, it really is. it was like bam into my spirit when Pst tan shared the word just now! God is so much much much more greater. there's a tendency for our thoughts etc to go towards fear/disbelieve and emnity with God. but, to SEE, to open up our spirtual eyes to what is unseen... that is FAITH. that is what's gonna move mountains and heavens... i'm so excited, i know it's gonna happen:) my prayers will no longer just be about, 'God help, do something.' BUT it'll be 'God i know by faith, it will surely come to pass.' For we walk by faith, not by sight. -2 Corinthians 5:7 :D 1:08 AM loving life;
had a fulfilled day.... started the day with morning prayer, really proud of annlynn, she's a fighter! she fought to come to church at such an hour. God honours that.:) really love the people in d5, they're real people, real friends... genuine and authentic, no hypocrisy. people we live life with together. eyes are foggy now, really weird. haha... guess my body's telling me to go and sleep. :) seen the sweet side of my bro, he asked me to look afar out the window and close my com when i told him about my eyes... so sweet ya? just to say... God is good, all the time. goodnights:) see you soon for powerhouse! Wednesday, June 10, 2009
12:48 AM Create in me a clean heart O God. And renew a steadfast spirit within me. hello~ i am still awake. HAHA. sweating profusely now. my shirt is hung over my shoulders. gonna bathe soon:) see you in church in 6hours! Tuesday, June 09, 2009
11:17 PM for the first time in a long time.... i'm gonna sleep early:) in anticipation for tomorrow's morning prayer! 8:10 PM i think this is earliest i blog at night. haha! because i am spending time at home tonight, like after so long! is that a good or bad thing? no school until next wed! is that a good or bad thing? HMM. anyway today's tuition with keryn was mind-stretching. but nevertheless, really accomplished! gonna get her to ace her exams man!! :)   
Monday, June 08, 2009
11:52 PM one day you'll see :) cramps is bad, very very bad. maybe it's the exercise.... hahaa i need to exercise:) i will. i must. i can. 1:54 AM fight that's worth it all
look at the moon, do you see the rabbit? was on for photog for soccer tournament and main service! loved taking those photographs:) and today a miracle happened! fedeline came for service! it must really have been God, because when she decided to come over it was already 2.57pm! and the company we spent together was really great tonight:) love the girls... especially those times of photo taking! everyone should just join photog okay:) . . yesterday as cindy and i were talking to each other, we realised that we are quite polar opposites. that is why many times we think differently. ppl might say that it's much differences, but like what she said... opposites attract! haha... emotional and mind led people~ however, we need to reach that common goal..to be spirit led! . . i'm literally fighting to stay awake now. assignment assignment assignment... RAH. okay i shall focus one hundred percent on it now! doubt i'll sleep tonight.... hahahaa and i can't wait for powerhouse in 4hours time!! . . a new week ahead:) it's gonna be amazing. we only have one life to live. one life to love. one life to serve. one life to give. :) are you gonna end well? Sunday, June 07, 2009
12:18 AM ding dong of faith~
'Coming to Him as to a living stone, rejected indeed by men, but chosen by God and precious, you also, as living stones, are being built up a spiritual house, a holy priesthood, to offer up spiritual sacrifices acceptable to God through Jesus Christ.' FIGHT OF FAITH. courage is not in the absence of fear, it is conquering in the presence of fear. our Pastors are indeed the best in the world:) every message they bring across never fail to speak so greatly into my life.. was really impacted by today's message.:) there shouldn't be a resistance to dream. recently, about 2 days ago all of a sudden i had those surge of overwhelm feelings/thoughts. it's those kind that doesn't happen often, and it really isn't a very good experience at all. those kind of thoughts that indeed can kill all dreams... it's a moment where i just shut off my com (and it speaks alot if i do! haha) and just had to go talk to God. it's as though i really couldn't do anything else, but all i could do was really sit down and be still. because it was just too overwhelming. it's really such times where you know you really can't depend on yourself. it's such times that the only one you can rely on is God. thank God. He is a good God. the whole follow up training with Pst Lia really refreshed me so much in the spirit. i really felt my thoughts went up a higher level. it's not that everything is going on super well, but at least i know i am going to be someone who's going to serve not by feelings.... but by pure character. i am not going to sell away my destiny in God for anything else in this world. i am not going to give up fighting. fighting in faith... not gonna allow fear or discouragement overcome me man. FAITH. (that shall be my daughter's name. haha) everyone falls down. but it's how you react to it, are you quick to change? are you fast to switch? . . FIGHT. RUN. WIN everyday of our lives, gonna run while we're young, and keep the FAITH. Saturday, June 06, 2009
12:18 AM to live worthy of Your call.
i'm so blown away by Pst Lia's follow up training! an army... we do not serve by feelings, because feelings come and go... we serve by pure character. not by feelings, but driven by the vision set before us. are you somebody who's going to love hard work? who's going to love routines? will you do it for Me? . . i can't wait for CHC morning prayer next week!! it's going to so refresh me man. i need it God... and there's more expectation... fast to switch valerie. we can all fall down, but it's how fast we get back up onto our feet. turning to my Comforter every moment.... For I, the LORD your God, will hold your right hand, Saying to you, 'Fear not, I will help you.' Thank You God :) Friday, June 05, 2009
12:13 PM Lead me.
it's the little things that we share the love and joy that's in the air the children's laughter everywhere and all our favourite things . . " For My thoughts are not your thoughts, Nor are your ways My ways, " says the LORD. "For as the heavens are higher than the earth, So are My ways higher than your ways, And My thoughts than your thoughts. " [Isaiah 55:8-9] Thursday, June 04, 2009
3:08 AM how many of you know that only tested and proven things in life are valuable? -Pst Lia 3:02 AM You say to me "Follow Me"
and I say "Yes Lord, but take my hand and lead me. " 2:09 AM the next generation
had tuition with keryn today:) it was good... she's very hardworking.:) i think learning math can indeed be very interesting actually. thinking about the tuition, i really gotta prepare for k2 one man... i was just looking through kasie's k2 tuition materials, easy and yet not easy at all.... because kids that age- it's not just about teaching the subject, but how you handle them also... man, i gotta pray about this and really prepare too man! haha... kasie was as high as usual, but really sweet today:) i conclude play dough is one of her favourites. haha, and both sisters are really creative... they even took down my order for a meal, and made the meal out of play dough:) i was their customer, as they called me... hahaha.. i ordered cheeseburger, pizza, fries and coke..with chilli and no ice... ;) she has this little book entitled "the longest noodle in the world" it was the same exact book i grew up reading! all the books with the many interesting titles. hahaha i can't believe i used to be just like her....young~ haha... as long as kasie continues being so inquisitive, she's gonna grow to be a really smart lady:)       Wednesday, June 03, 2009
12:08 AM bring it on man!
lunch, talk with fedeline:) great times spent.... dance subaru with yunfang... she's so funny, she cried.. but i didnt even shed a tear. ohno, haha! in total i spent 7hours at AMK hub today! it felt quite crazy. hahaha.... and tiring! i wanna sleep early-er tonight again. before 1am ok?:) . . don't just wanna joke, it's not just about funny things it's more than all that not just on the surface, searching deep within. . . quite surprised candace still remembers the verse i showed her in the bible almost a year ago.... she posted it up on FB as her status. 'Search me, O God, and know my heart' oh God, hear her cry. i believe there is something more. i will pray for you tonight girl.:) Monday, June 01, 2009
11:38 PM Your faithfulness never fails
today was a 'totally-made-my-day' kinda day. went for CCH camp early this morning with little tristan. was surprised to see him back to his normal self, not so mood-swings kind, but more willing to interact and talk to people:) he was being super cute, looking so excited for the water games! haha...zhengy just told me that tristan really likes it, and enjoyed himself. he was telling his parents over dinner that he wanted to meet me on wed and wanted to pon school-.- hahahaha, cham lah. k2 pon school already, somemore today he also didn't go. haha! but first time in my life i really felt tired looking after a child! makes me reconsider whether to have 4children next time.... i was super tired after only 2 hours of taking care of him..... run here run there run here run there.... hahaha... God's moving in our families. i'm excited for him, to know Jesus at a young age like this:) little children are indeed precious in God's eyes:D . . the most heart warming part was when i was talking to these two little girls- grace(faith lim's sister) and natasha... i was telling them my name, and they were being so adorable by spelling it out.. and they spell out until it came to a point that they actually composed a song for my name:) hahaha, totally melted my heart right then!! Recording (7).mp3 - -heart melts- 2:30 AM dance.
wow this movie looks fantastic! zhilin/jieru introduced me to this movie this morning. and it's so cool cuz when i reached home my mom actually asked if i wanna watch it with her:) hahaha so timely man, have been wanting to dance ballet since very young. but because my dad didn't allow me to:( but yeah, mom's have been helping me find classes. she's very supportive of me, one great trait of my mother:) i really wanna learn, and it helps with the keeping fit too:) passion. haha but it really takes passion to get it going till the end. ballet, sucha beautiful dance. hahaha... 12:47 AM loveeee no greater.
picking up guitar once again after two loooooong years! haha, it's so amusing that i used to be in the same SOW guitar class as mrclarencesim 2years ago, but right now i'm taking the introductory lessons, and clarence is an instructor there-.- learning boulevard of broken dreams by green day. HAHA. i walk a lonely road, the only one that i have ever known don't know where it goes but it's home to me and i walk alone~ gonna find passion for things man! i've been doing many many stuff halfway-.- hahaha... hey anyway, just wanna say... God's great. really really great:) what greater love is there? purpose, destiny... God's gonna have such an awesomeeee plan out there for me:D little tristan's coming to CCH camp tmr! i miss him so much:) praying for some seeds to be sown; even in his little little heart. hahaha children are powerful. just believe in them:) . . If no one will listen If you decide to speak If no one wants to look at you For what you really are I will be here still |